Friday, January 27, 2006
so many things on my mind rite now. dunno where to start.. well. about da thing with me n him... er.. i oso dunno wat i tinkin lah. but now dun have anything lah hor. so pls dun say anything...... pls....... i dun wanna say i like anyone rite now anyway. it'll juz make things worse. haiya. i'm confused lah. shit. SHIT! shiiitttt. haiya. i dunno lah. dun wanna tink now. anyway if there's anything, in the end nth will come out of da whole thing oso lah. cos ah. ppl get bored of me after awhile n those guys hu ever liked me [i strongly feel] are either blind or retarded. but tat was some time ago lah n last time i was like ten thousand times less smart, etc than i m now. er. wateva it is, i tink i've changed alot lah. but well. dun wan any of my dear frens to become retards=] so anyway da bottom line is. dun anyhow say kae... thnx.
haiz. dunno y todae so sian oso. hhmmm. i guess i need some space.. er. well.. nvm. tink da loonnngggg bus ride gave me some time to tink. so i feel betta i guess. dunno wat i was tinkin so hard about juz now oso. er. listening music oso cun reali like enjoy da songs. then feel like dun wanna get off da bus n i suddenly felt like walking alot. like stop at paya lebar n walk home or wat. siao rite. but when i'm reali down i feel like walking loh. har. still considering whether wan go down walk anot but... in the end leg pain lah so stayed on da bus all da way til my stop loh.
find myself like very quick tempered leh these few days. hhmmm. last time not like tat one leh. or mayb is always like tat but i dun realise.. well mainly is flare up onli at my family, then now spend more time outside dun flare up so much..? eh. wait tink my logic wrong. aarrr. nvm lah. ogays. was reali black face juz now. reali reali very sian lah. wait so long from hungry become not hungry liao loh. haiz. then wait for them to decide where to eat oso soooo long. n other stuffs oso together then resulted in da ultra combo black face. anyway thnx fel wei jie n simon for taking my silence... n for making me luff abit lah=]
well. anyway now i feel betta lah. after chatting around a little n stuff. thnx all=] er. yaR hope i wun so ultra black face again.. yup. if not everyone wld have to suffer in my wierd silence.. er well bye=]
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